I shall Exist

I will exist
I will exist for thousand years

I will exist in the mist of the mountains
for you
for others
for the whole world

I will exist because
that's what I thought I  always wanted

I will exist in the dreams
I will exist in thoughts
I will exist in the memories

and whether I exist not
I shall not exist for purpose

I shall not exist for simple meanings
I shall not exist for divinity

For I will be all for love
For existence
For knowing
For remembrance

Yes !
I will exist in the flowers
I will exist in the kisses
I will exist in the lips
I will exist in the warm breaths

I will exist in the hair clips
I will exist in the hearts
I will exist in the chests
mine and other's 

Scribble

I promised myself to be
like I want to be,

I promised to write the
journey with every minute details.

Sometimes I forget about the person
I used to be,

and I wonder how to recall myself
from the oblivion.

Reduction

Do we really discount ourselves
with passing time?

Isn't there is a reduction in the
energy
motivation
enthusiasm
and passion.

The rate of depreciation differs
from person to person,
but we reduce

our love
our care
our focus
and sensitivity.

You

You do look beautiful 
When you smile at me 

It is not the camera that captures your smile,
And shows it to the world

It is the divine happiness
That wants to come out 
Through you 

To us , the deprived ones.

You

Are you still there?
Behind the stars 

As I can't see you.

You ought to shine 
Like you did yesterday

Or you have to tell me 
How to find you.

why..?

Why I can't speak to you?

because you are happy in your own world and I am not,

because I bring back memories and promise
no future for them,

because your priorities have changed and not mine,

because you have moved on  and I am still here,

..........

And my fears
never came true,

but they continued
to haunt me,

in a way they
motivated me to do
something about my present situation,

they were the change agents

positive as well as negative;

they took my happiness
but they made me strong

strong enough to fight
and remain tall in all the circumstances

we come to know ourselves
when we are in pain and lonely,

because then nobody is around us
and we can see ourselves better,

somebody said
in the movie I was watching this afternoon.

Motivation...!

Motvation may differ from 

person to person,

what motivates you may not

motivate others.

But motivation

in some or the other form

is necessary for journey

through life, in life.

The absense of motivation

leads to frustration ,

a form which is deterrent

to growth...!