conversation...

Do you feel me anymore?

isn't this a weird question to ask.

but still you can answer this;
don't you?

why do you want to know this?

just for the sake of knowing it.

all this while i was looking
for an answer,

you have confused me a lot...

so what?

how can you say like that...

I don't know...

I don't know
 how far am i from you,

but i am under the same sky
over which you said you will fly some day.

 I listen to that song which you sang for me
and now i feel how meanings change with time

while words remain the same.

i don't know how far i am from you,
but i am on the same land
where you said you will build your home.

i can still feel that pain that you took for me
and now i feel how thoughts change with time
while mind remains the same.
......

......

Kuch to thi baat jo bataani thi use;

Wo yunhi na sadko pe cheekhta firta tha...

Poocha kab kisine ki use kya chahiye;

Seekhne ka bas use doosra mauka chahiye;
Jeene ki koi choti si wajah chahiye;

Kuch to chot thi jo dikhani thi use;
Wo yunhi na sadko pe rota firta tha...

Poem..if it is at all..!

Everyday i ask myself,
why this world is like this?

Is it because
it is destined to be like that?

or it is just a coincidence;

I don't like the way
this world behaves;

breaks the rules it made

and follows something
which is so unreal

Filled with all fake identities;
this world is an illusion...

You don't agree with me..

counter me//
.........

.....

That black substance
 is not his heart,

 it is the aftereffect of
some inglorious advertisements,
shown to his eyes.

They capured him
and made him a slave.

The last time i touched his heart,

it was pure and clear and deep like an ocean.

Now tears bleed from it,
but the dust is irremovable!

Finish it..!

No more drama
No more pain

i just want to drown
in this dam

what a stupid parody
i m gonna make

and you can't see that
it's all fake

i don't want to believe what
you are saying

because you will stay there
when i am going....

You don't love my humour
and i don't like your face;

because for your whole world
you are such a disgrace...

.......

Today

Today is not like any other day

neither it will be;

coz this day

is not gonna come again...

It will be complete;

and its shadows
will show you

the light of tomorrow;

......

...

Can their be two shadows
of my soul?

one of them following other;

how to search within your soul
if you can't relate to it?

or worse
when you can't identify
one....

Why do emotions never fade?

Why do emotions never fade?

with each passing day
everything loses its charm;

we grow old,
health deteriorates;

Like an old tree
the life within decreases;

but few emotions
they never fade;

Your mother still cares
about you the way she did
when you were a kid;

Even after so many years
your friends still miss you;

Your heart gets
choked
when you see your loved ones;

why do heart
never grows old...?

Questions...!

I like the way
you ask questions;

sometimes they
are unanswerable,

still I try
to find an answer for you;

but I hate
when you have no questions
to ask from me;

that moment you betray me;

Then i just pray
to God;

to send some questions
in your mind;

You can always ask me
whatever you want to;

they give me a reason to live...