Risk..!

I am on a roller coaster ride

when i go up it feels so good

but when i go down ,my heart
shrinks
all the blood from my heart goes to my mind

again when i feel

i will touch the bottom

i go up

and it continues

life is a risky affair
isn't it?

Meaning..!

To find a meaning

of everything that's happening with me
isn't easy


for that i need to dig deeper inside me

and to make me believe the reason

i tell myself things
not told before

On the contrary


i believe whatever
they say about me

not because they know me

but i don't know myself

for a simple answer

i ask hundreds of questions
to find

a single, real, meaningful answer..

Poem...

For a change

let's do everything we never did

let's kiss each other like
never before

let's go to a deserted island

with beatiful flowers

and long sea line

let's find a maiden name to

call each other

let's see in each others eyes just to see
ourselves

and let's find a mirror to watch us both

let's find a place which we both like

let's find a song which we both can sing

For a Change

let's do everything that we never did before...

Nothing but work..!

It is a govt. office

don't worry

everything will be fine

we don't shake hands here

the first reply you get

but then

is it not a good way to work

less tense
more eye on detail

but what is necessary

is bonhomie

bonding

and less less games

but more play...!

Nothing but Love.!

love

blossoms in the heart

expressed

showed

shared

but sometimes it gets destroyed
and changes its shape

then again it regains its originality

but in between

it is

locked

in the dry lands of mind

gatting analyzed

making the mind paralyzed

but in the end

it just rains

from the eyes

for god to catch...

or it gets e vaporized

Please..!

If there is anything better
please show it to me

because i don't buy what you have to say

you can't say you don't know
please find it for me

because i can't see what you have to show

there has to be some way
please make it for me

because i can't come along where you have to go

this is just fantastic..!

this is just fantastic

it just can't be any better than this

a night full of stars
a night full of happiness
a night full of passion

hey this is so good

it just can't be any better than this

a night full of dreams
a night full of hope
a night full of peace

oh my god, this is great

it just can't be any better than this

this is just fantastic..!

  #  Shahid

I am fine...!

I believe i am fine,

some secrets disclosed
were clipped to the wall

to show what was hidden;

but what is known is still unknown
and the unknown will always remain

a mystery unsolved;

to my surprize it all opened my eyes;
once again i can take a fresh look,

and i do believe, i am fine.

Black heart...

That black substance is not his heart,

It is the aftereffect of some
inglorious advertisements,
shown to his eyes.

They capured him
and made him a slave.

The last time i touched his heart,
it was pure and clear and deep like an ocean.

Now tears bleed from it,
but the dust is irremovable!

Ghost..

Something fell of my mind,
not so clear it was.

A picture that depicted,
an event happened somewhere.
Deliberately choosen it was,
nothing stopped it from happening.

But still that place is not empty,
the ghost of the picture haunts my mind.