re-look

i want to rework on things

a re-look at things
from a totally different perspective

may be from this angle
i can make out why i can not
see all the seven colors of rainbow

Movement..!

i want to return back
to the same old path
which i left

please allow me to do so

this habit of living in past
is neither borrowed nor purchased

it was gifted
by him to make me understand

more you move ahead
more you need to return back.................

to be
something is always
special

to become someone
all it takes
to put some extra effort

but to become someone special
the way is not defined............

Achievement..!

someday
when sun will rise from west

i will start believing

i have achieved
what i have to

till then i m trying........

I don't believe this

I don't believe this

how can things change
so rapidly
that you can't even imagine

In a fortnight life looks
totally different

like i m in some kind of a dream

there is nothing like
happiness or pain that affects

only a handful of emotions

to be felt, examined
and expressed or suppressed

the bitter part of it comes initially
but the sweetest part comes

when you remember
the details

Forever..!

When i started
i was not worried about the outcome

but now the result is hard to digest

although i knew that this may happen
but somehow i fooled myself

for the one thing and everything
today i have reasons

but not a single one worth believing

i know this phase will also pass
like other tough times

but certainly it will always itch
in my heart..forever....

बहुत दूर

बहुत दूर आ गए हैं हम;
यहाँ से सब बहुत दूर दिखता है;


लोग छोटे दिखते है;

सपने बहुत बड़े मालूम होते हैं;

ऐसे जैसे उन्हें पूरा करने में
एक उम्र लग जायेगी;

क्या सिर्फ ख्वाब देखने में
वक़्त गुजारना अच्छा नहीं है?

ख्वाब पूरा होने पे
क्या ख्वाब मर नहीं जाते ?

उनकी भी तो एक उम्र होती है;

बहुत पास आ गए हैं
हम दुसरे छोर के;

नदी का दूसरा किनारा;
दुनिया का आखरी छोर...!

Go on ...

Go on

like nothing happened

keep on moving
leave the past faster than
your memory

don't look back until
you have to

For every second left behind

don't leave your two important
seconds of the present

because may be what can come to you
is more beautiful than what is left ....

Risk..!

I am on a roller coaster ride

when i go up it feels so good

but when i go down ,my heart
shrinks
all the blood from my heart goes to my mind

again when i feel

i will touch the bottom

i go up

and it continues

life is a risky affair
isn't it?

Meaning..!

To find a meaning

of everything that's happening with me
isn't easy


for that i need to dig deeper inside me

and to make me believe the reason

i tell myself things
not told before

On the contrary


i believe whatever
they say about me

not because they know me

but i don't know myself

for a simple answer

i ask hundreds of questions
to find

a single, real, meaningful answer..