Will I cry when I see
that you are no more?
Will the feeling of loss
will leave me
numb and speechless?
will my throat be full?
I feel that
It will be an unbearable loss to me,
and it will surmount
all the feelings of
peace and tranquility
that is now here with me,
when you are around.
It will be so painful
so much so that
I can not write it down
here without burning my finger
in the fire of my fears.
Can we really imagine
the pain which is yet to come?
The pain
when is being seen
on screen
in a play or an act
is so real
that it melts
something within.
The actor keeps it with him
never shares and
what it does to him
is never known to the outside world.
The feeling of association
and empathy
are the greatest gifts
that the mankind has,
but seldom
they appeal in the same proportion
as the hate and jealousy.
Man, the animal
is not so human, as the wise man,
he/she is
perturbed
petrified,
anxious
and ever in search of
things which he does not know
and will never know.
And on top of all
He/she has the imagination
to see the future and
bring it in his/her today.
Am I Doing the same?
Will I get the answers?
Or will the quest as usual
will remain for forever and ever !
