Chase...!

What am I chasing?

I start running in the morning,

now knowing the purpose
of this race,

I just run because
I know only running behind
things,

I never stop,

What is the purpose to stop
and make a fool of myself,

that's what I think.

I don't think I am right,

But nothing proves me
wrong either,

Life is a neutral particle
with no defined ends

except death.

I am not certain about
anything,

But I am afraid that
this inertia will break

and some new order will emerge,

Will that order be as
orderly as I want it to be?

I think about it,

even if I don't want to,

Who will remind myself?

I am not going to do that.

Problems...!

The problems are not there
because we have not solved them,

they are there because
we have not looked at them,

we have not taken them seriously,

we avoid an eye contact with
our problems,

we never try to analyse them,

and almost never try to solve them
till they escalate,

There is only one way to deal with
your problems,

Own them up, see through them,
and you will  end up helping the
solution to reach to your problem...

Rise Up..!

Rise from the ash,
show your power,

The tyrants have come again,

Show them your blood,
Show them your power,

The world should remember,
the forgotten tales,

For the history repeats
itself,

and the Truth Prevails...!

Future

Power cuts are so bad
in nature,

electricity has become a part of
life so much so that
we can't imagine our life without it,

gone are the days when
people were not worried
about the AC in the summers,

then it was just the easterly winds
soothing the body in the courtyard,

In the winters there were
no room heaters
and the job was performed
by the small fireplace
in the hall,


No computers means
more time to spend with the books,

and without facebook
there was an interaction with
real people face to face,

Now all looks so much
fabricated ,

that people doubt even the
small intentions with lots of
clarifications,

Everything comes with a fee,

We are moving towards the
end,

and that's where we have to go,

but not in the manner
time chooses us to,

but in the manner we
want to,

A free soul is all we need...! 

My time...!

Everyday I write something,

things which are related to me,

I am so engrossed in myself that
I do not see anything else,

My problems seem bigger than others,

and my joy is for myself,

I have been a recluse since
the time I started understanding myself,

I want to change this
system of following myself,

someday I will
write about you,

and about my village,

I will also write about my school
where I spent my childhood,

There will be many stories
to weave,

I will become the weaver
of emotions which I have seen,

I will require your help
in some of them as
you have been a part of the journey,

Though I am still
on the same journey,

you parted ways with me,

I will write about the families
who wished luck for me,

and I will also write about the cities
which provided me food and shelter,

Someday I will write about my friends
who shaped me up and made
me a person I value,

I will write about love and philosophy
in which I created an interest,

the appropriate time will come,
someday my time will come...!

Introduction..!

Today I joined few people,

they think like me,

and they sound very much
like me when they speak,

They have invited me
to join them,

they recite poems
in a hall,

They enjoy poetry
as much as I do,

I might go there
to seek myself..!

Bubbles of silence..!

I want to get over this loneliness,

the feeling of fear
and helplessness,

the feeling to reach out
to someone,

I am always with me,

and nobody else
shares the world with me,

Unshared thoughts
pile up in my mind,

to be written down somewhere,
to be shared,
to be understood,

nobody does,
and nobody can,

Why do I have to stare
all day through the window?

watching broken windows
and the barren road,

leading to nowhere,

Speak soothing words,

never expressing the pain and agony
through which I am going,

I am not sick,

but I will become,

Always trying to please people
who matter to me,

Does giving love always
reciprocates?

Does doing good necessarily means
that you will receive the same?

With all the positivity
and realism,

where does negativity finds
a place to stay?

I know all the reasons
of sufferings,

I know the ways
to happiness,

but I never travel on those roads,

they are short,
and come to an end swiftly,

what is it that will remain forever?

The silence,

the unquenched thirst
for love,

questions,

or me and you (souls)..?

Open Thoughts..!

Things should come out in open,

they should feel the light of the day,
and face the heat of the Sun,

thoughts are vulnerable
in nature,

with a little argument,
they start loosing their ground,

But when they are tried
and tested,

they can be relied upon,

for that to happen,
accepting them as a reason
is the first step,

only then,
they can be identified
and worked upon,

and then ,
they will grow like a plant,

and will become useful someday..!

Not only me..!

It is not only me
who thinks this way,

there are others too,

I want to reach out to them,

but finding them is not easy,

sometimes by sheer luck
or by chance you see
some of them,

wherever they are,
in some way or the other,

they call me,

they try to find me,
to share the path,

someday ,
all of us together will start,

something meaningful and everlasting...! 

Issues..!

Issues which should be addressed,
issues which should should be dealt with,

are avoided,

finding a solution at present
seems difficult,

but then those issues
never sit silently,

they come up,
every now and then,

why is that we lack courage
at the first instance?

.......

Why is this loneliness?

for the reasons best
known to the time,

from time immemorial,

I have been trying to find,

issues that never crop up,
points that are not taken,

everyday I happen to arrive
on the same square ,

to find myself perplexed,

Life is a Jungle,

Everyday I clean some
space for myself ,

then some new plants
grow,

and create obstacles,

When will it get smooth?
when will the rough patches will go away/

No sooner,

I know for sure,

It will be just like that,

unsure and uncertain for
all of the time to come,

The leaves will remain pale,
the wind \will remain hot,

no breeze will come,
no flowers will blossom,

...

Decision ..!

People don't believe
what is true and real,

they just want to believe
what they perceive is believable,

Reasoning sometimes
takes a front seat
when it is not needed,

and sometimes
it takes the backseat
when it is needed
the most,

Prophecy is not required
to judge the situations,

but sometimes without
that people can't decide
what is right,

That's why they start
believing in the stars
and the signs,

There is a limit of
of acceptance,

and there is a limit of
rejections too when
it comes to decision making ..! 

Healing...!

If not words,
nothing can heal you better,

the wounds created
by the words
are hard to heal,

The pain
is unbearable,

A pain that
is silent,

and the remedy for
that is
words and only words..!