the quest

Will I cry when I see

that you are no more?

Will the feeling of loss

will leave me 

numb and speechless?

will my throat be full?

I feel that 

It will be an unbearable loss to me,

and it will surmount 

all the feelings of 

peace and tranquility

that is now here with me,

when you are around.

It will be so painful 

so much so that 

I can not write it down 

here without burning my finger 

in the fire of my fears.

Can we really imagine 

the pain which is yet to come?

The pain 

when is being seen 

on screen 

in a play or an act

is so real 

that it melts 

something within.

The actor keeps it with him

never shares and

what it does to him

is never known to the outside world.

The feeling of association 

and empathy

are the greatest gifts 

that the mankind has,

but seldom 

they appeal in the same proportion 

as the hate and jealousy.

Man, the animal 

is not so human, as the wise man,

he/she is 

perturbed

petrified,

anxious 

and ever in search of 

things which he does not know

and will never know.

And on top of all

He/she has the imagination

to see the future and 

bring it in his/her today.

Am I Doing the same?

Will I get the answers?

Or will the quest as usual 

will remain for forever and ever !