Bubbles of silence..!

I want to get over this loneliness,

the feeling of fear
and helplessness,

the feeling to reach out
to someone,

I am always with me,

and nobody else
shares the world with me,

Unshared thoughts
pile up in my mind,

to be written down somewhere,
to be shared,
to be understood,

nobody does,
and nobody can,

Why do I have to stare
all day through the window?

watching broken windows
and the barren road,

leading to nowhere,

Speak soothing words,

never expressing the pain and agony
through which I am going,

I am not sick,

but I will become,

Always trying to please people
who matter to me,

Does giving love always
reciprocates?

Does doing good necessarily means
that you will receive the same?

With all the positivity
and realism,

where does negativity finds
a place to stay?

I know all the reasons
of sufferings,

I know the ways
to happiness,

but I never travel on those roads,

they are short,
and come to an end swiftly,

what is it that will remain forever?

The silence,

the unquenched thirst
for love,

questions,

or me and you (souls)..?